There’s always been this strange disconnect between my brain and body.
I’m aware of how I feel, enough so that I can express it verbally, though neither my tone or body language ever convey the emotion properly.
This often leads to confusion, an assumption being made that I am disingenuous, or both.
All in all, it’s frustrating since it’s not something I have much control over. I constantly feel as though I am pushing through some sort of haze, one that grows tenfold more viscous every time I open my mouth.